Warning- This one is sexually graphic and about Traveler and Cleveland.
Monday night I had a steamy dream that I had a threesome with Traveler and Cleveland. It was pretty damn graphic and pretty damn enticing. I was embarrassed to wake up all wet and writhing. The weird part about this is that I have never consciously fantasized about being with two men, and now that I dreamed it, I can’t stop thinking about it and wondering why I haven’t fantasized about it before.
In the dream we were all just so… beyond physical friction. It was a deeper more emotional thing… my men doing this for me, loving how excited they were making me, taking pleasure in me and me in them, my loving how they were making me feel and how I made them feel, and me lost in them, utterly and completely owned by them. God. I’m getting excited just thinking about it. I told Cleveland about the dream and got so turned on just telling him that I had the dream, not even sharing details, that I came rubbing against his leg and begged him to fuck me. I watched his face, lost in his breath and my own desire, and had this kind of rolling orgasm that was like waves crashing again and again and again. I absolutely soaked my bed. I’m not even sure you can say I squirted. I think you’d have to say I gushed. I masturbated this morning while thinking of last night, and while thinking of that dream. Good Lord. What has gotten into me!?!?
I have talked to both of my loves about sexual exploration. They are both open-minded but I think this one might be a tough sell. Cleveland at least liked the fantasy and my reaction to it, and I think may even be willing to consider it. Traveler is such a wild card. Some things he seems interested in trying or will try. Some things he seems willing to humor, liking how much I’m into them. Some things just aren’t his bag, but he accepts those and doesn’t seem judgmental about them. So I think it’s safe to at least tell him my fantasy. It’s unclear to me how he’d react to me having this dream, much less expressing a real interest in it. I think he would not be interested but he surprises me all the time.
In the dream and my fantasy it’s not a thing that happens between Cleveland and Traveler, beyond how comfortable they are together. I have fantasies about being with two bi men, much like my favorite FFM threesomes, but I’ve never really fantasized about being the pivot in a MMF threesome. That’s odd even to me. I don’t know why I haven’t. Maybe it’s my occasional self slut-shame.
The thing about this that is just sending me over the moon is the idea of this passion with two men THAT I LOVE. I can’t imagine the joy of opening the way I do with them and the sensations of them together, the dizzying pleasure of Cleveland’s breath on my pussy with Traveler’s cock in my mouth. I almost shake at the fantasy of being filled with these men in every way I can be filled by them. I want to touch and suck and feel and smell and lick and taste and connect with every part of them. I want everything that I am at that moment to be about them, with them, in them, there at their pleasure and they at mine.
Traveler’s skin and Cleveland’s mouth
his smoothness and his soft fuzziness
my hands in his hair and him sliding his body against my ass
knowing by the feel that those are his hands
watching his face
aching and fulfilled
his smell.. his body reacting
lost with him
feeling his motions and his caress
giving all of it to him
my mouth, my hands, my lips, my tongue, my eyes, my mind, my pussy, my ass, my thighs, my skin
wanting more of him
opening for him… oh… God.