I was laying in bed last night, alone and writhing a little, kicking myself for not bringing anything to help while I traveled. I have this weird handicap that makes it so I generally can’t masturbate with just my hand, like a normal human. I easily orgasm with a partner’s hand or pretty much every other regular sexual thing, but weirdly not my own hand. I could for a while after I got my vertical clitoral hood piercing, but that’s faded. Drats.
I had talked a bit with Cleveland, nothing very sexy.. just normal stuff, and as I lay there trying to fall asleep I was craving. I have been a little surprised by my recent ardor until I realized.. I’ve had sex like 3 times in December. Fucking December! Actually… no fucking December. 😦 With all of my traveling and Traveler’s traveling and Cleveland’s traveling and the fact that … yep.. I looked up my dates over the past month and I’ve had sex 3 times in December. The droughts have largely occurred while I’m out of town and it’s not like I take my vibrator everywhere I go, though I am reconsidering this oversight!
Worse yet, I’m not sure my drought will end soon. I have the holidays when I get back and then a date on a Thursday with Traveler. We’re supposed to clean and prepare for his party and then have the party itself and then I work the next day, so the likelihood of much alone time, much less much sexy time is small. I have no dates scheduled yet with Cleveland (wah!), and my next scheduled date with boss is in late January.
I just wanted to pout and whine a little. Le Sigh.